Its only 10:35 am and as I sip on the last bit of my bitter coffee, I can't help but wonder if I have an opened bottle of wine in the wine chest. I have been on an emotional roller coaster, and although there are times I feel like I should sit at this dusty old computer and just blog about it, since it does help make me feel better, there are just too many emotions that I can't sit still long enough to get the whole story in. Another sip of coffee which is now cold, and I am still just sitting here staring at these blank words I type up as I feel them. Remembered my weekend as if it was yesterday. We are eating breakfast after church. He asks me, have you been doing your workouts? No, I haven't. You made me cancel my gym membership. I suck at keeping myself accountable. Yes I know I have gained weight. Yes I am eating a giant chicken fried steak right now for breakfast. I feel like an overweight pig. Must you keep bringin...
Please, excuse my profanity...